10.29.2014

The little pains that last forever

We sit here quietly
and watch the flames crawl.
Willingly miss the next bus.

10.28.2014

A quick halo from the lowlands.

I picture you laughing
in the sun. The winter
is coming.
I need some sleep.
Amidst the falling leafs,
my greatest fear is
to forget you. To miss you,
without knowing.
To loose your name. To
share no past. To spend
a lifetime searching.

8.08.2014

In case you reach the end of the world

Some people believe it's judgment day,
once you reach the end of the world,
But it's not. It's like any other day.
You watch the ripples in the water,
not knowing what comes next.
And after a while you will start
to see the beauty of it all.
How every day you've lived
had been a gift to the future of children.

11.24.2013

Soundcloud

After the honest but rational reality of the real world,
there's music.
A place to be, a thought to think.
To love the sound of heart is
all the social we need.
The order of rhythm in a novella of melody and chords.
All that life is, represented in songs.

9.06.2013

Sssh...

Let him float calmly.
No distant shore awaits him.
Part of the sea now.

7.11.2013

Makebelieve

I believe that below the mirroring surface of this pond another world exists.
And that when I take a better look, I'll see a boy looking at me.
Watching me from behind a tree.
I believe that if I jump I will not fall but fly,
past the clouds, through the thin blue air. Into that endless universe,
where time and place are made up by poets.
I believe that life would move very slowly. Or maybe not move at all.
Or maybe move by the speed of dreams.
Darkness, quietness and loneliness would be virtues,
not places to avoid.
I believe that I belong there. That I should morph into that rippling, glistening world.
Trade a mind for a conscious. A body for a soul.
Become the sea, the endless sea.
I believe that when I watch my final breath dissolve into thousand little bubbles,
hastily crawling towards the bleak sun,
I will be free.
I'm not afraid.
But I believe I have my purpose here. In this place,
at the edge of the pond. On this soil,
where gravity and the cycle of earth determine my being.
I'm needed. The world would collapse if I leave now.
So I stay.
I believe that boy is not watching me,
but watching over me.
He smiles.
Ben Scheffer, juli 2013